I need to go somewhere!
So iv taken jazz, tap, ballet, and hip hop for seven years ever since I was little. Im a music junkie, after this concert the other day I reached out to one of the artist I met and was asked to be in his video.
#Maybe this is the one break iv been waiting for. And I’d easily shake my ass for that. ツ
So like I always do I dropped off the planet again. I got really into this guy, who I thought I loved. But looking back on it, when somebody promises you the world and gets you into drugs like that its not worth it.
To call all my friends and ask where I’m at what I’m doing, what iv been doing, its a little bit psycho. Just saying. To call me hundreds of times and text me because I decided to go to sleep. Yeah that’s Crazy.
And I wonder why I cut everybody off. Cause I’m scared of you. To wake up two nights in a row to you shaking me and screaming at me and grabbing me. And when I ask why are you doing this. You look at me and say I was trying to be nice you just wanted to show me your new shoes? With what the 300+ dollars you owe me? Nice.
This is why lately iv decided i hate I need to worry about working, and making myself happy.
Maybe this is why I’m so stressed?




